i'm sure you can think of soemthing horribly painful, but what if we change that to somehting horribly fun. wait is that even possible?? sitting in a friggen ball pit for like 12 hours would be horribly fun, or like when i go out for like a long time. or ummmm...use your imagination i guess. agh the dreded phrase. it was so hard to describe. it took like my interpertation and two technical papers to trying define it because its not a refusal it promises nothing and accpets nothing it is complete neutral and i forgot bc its late and i dont function very well this late, i get all dumb and perverted and wanna go walk around next thing you know its liike 3 am and i still havent done anything and then your at walmart getting told about pancake breakfastes by this lady who thinks your high bc your buying junk food and then you come back and sit around, check you deviantart, see you got a message, minirave for a minute, send a reply after reading the orignal like 4 times bc you have almost no short termm memory any more. start thinking pervertedly again. look at stupid picutres on 4chan, get soem wallpaper from 4chan, try and put that nasty picture you found on the /b/ (randoms board) on 4chan on your roomate's desktop, he finds out. you drink more juice. you laugh about how we made alcoholic orange juice again bc we had this shitty walmart concentrate and we made it and never drank it so it fermented in our fridge so now we have this nasty orange juice in our fridge taht we are semi-proud of. um then after talking fer several minutes finally fall asleep after fighthing back thoughts of tomorrows hopes and dreams and other stuff that tends to stick to mind. and i forgot what i was talking aobut.....so how are you? where are you going to school again? i'm at Clarkson Uni. in upstate NY son, rep rep. place is cool but its mad tough. i'm confused now. damn you jay. i think i should go back to studdying..haha peace.

wow sounds like fun i would probably die though...same reason i've never been in a moshpit! staying up late is fun...i do it quite frequently. haha Bartleby "i prefer not to" i'll never forget that as long as i live...aww sleepyhead needs to go to bed! i'm kinda addicted to these too for some reason and yes, go make that comic before i...hm, well i'll think of something horribly painful while you make the comic lol just kidding
ttyl

yeah my mom took me when i was like 15? and i've gone every year since then. it was rough the first go. hell its shit every time. mainly because i decide to stay up late the night before and im so wiped the next day. yeah Bartleby is not bad but that essay has killed any more interest in it. i'm sleepy. and apprently addicted to these messages right. i have to make that comic. ttyl

black friday? you are a maniac! haha i could never go out in something like that. that could be b/c of my petite size though: i'd be eaten alive!!
i remember reading Bartleby..bleh...i read it jr and senior year in highschool...wrote many papers on it---wish i could use one of those now. oh well. college is soooooooo different from high school!! oh my gosh you are so right--there is no way to prepare us for anything of the sort.

i didnt get the wii wii cheap i got a game for it cheap. well i did get it on blackfriday too which made it cheaper. um, i had a 3.2 in high school. my paper is on Bartleby and the differt dynamics behind it. like he was a complex character and im basically going through the differnt ways he was anthologized and im trying to focus on the "purity" and neutrality of his character and how his passive nature suggests that. etc etc etc. im on page four-ish of 8 so its all good. due tomorrow though. haha. i find that no matter how awesome you do in high school its not even comparible to college. like they try to prepare you for it. there is no preparing for this. there is too much restrictions and immaturity, even in some of the administration to try and prepare you for this. i've said it once and i'll say it again, college changes people, most times for the best. others it makes raging alcoholics...haha.\\

i'm an awful studier! but somehow i was a 4.0 student in highschool. *shrug*
what is your paper about? i wrote a research paper about illegal immigration. i really hope i get an 'a' on it!!! i dont mind focusing on you lol--kinda makes me forget about my own problems for a sec. haha
i love the wii! i dont own one but i have played many because my friends are awesome and let me bum theirs i'm awesome at the wrestling tennis and golf games. howd you get yours cheap?

yep. apparently i'm a bad studier. haha. haven't dont very much and my finals start tomorrow. oh jeez. and i have to write this paper, which i will start after this message. but how are things going on your end, eh? seems we are focusing on me. haha. lets see, a question. um. oh, i guess i could ask you if you ever played with a wii, before, they are pretty fun i must say, well considering i have one, not only that but probably one of the most violent games for it. haha not really intentionally but it looked cool and was pretty cheap which was a bonus.

study study study thats what i'm --preparing--to do now haha...um, well it depends: what do you mean by sweet/romantic and what do you mean by creepy? i hope things work out for the both of us...we deserve it since we are so dedicated and loyal, right? i think you love it b/c its away from home---thats what i desire: to be away from home!! good luck studying i know i'll need it. ttyl

word g money. i really have to start studdying at this point considering exams start in 2 days. oh god. i have to pass them or im sooo screewed. i don't think two of my exams should be too too bad, but this calc test has me concerned. i had the worst teacher ever and now i feel like i know almost nothing. just have to hit that review hard. well i guess i have to do it on my own time considering that there really isn't a review and the ones in class sucked hardcore. either way. i'm sure things will work out. umm. we strayed from the questions. oh i have one. why is it that the things that used to come off as romantic now come off as creepy? this question was bothering me for a while. im like oh, i could do this. oh wait thats considered creepy. its like everyone is a stalker now-a-days. or a faggot. like doubleTeff ppl. haha i need to get out of this college. but why do i love this place so much? i guess i'll never really understand but i'm ok with that i guess. well i'm going to look over some notes reall quick, ttyl.

i know exactly what you mean actually haha...i dont know if that is impressive or sad on my part. hm? you and your girl problems...i'm so sorry--girls can be jerks but so can a lot of guys!! (grr...) video games are fun...you can never play too much!!